Search me, O God, and know my heart. Point out anything that offends You…
Psalm 139:23-24 (NLT)
A recent trip to the dermatologist revealed something I wasn’t even aware of. I made the appointment because I was concerned about a spot on my hand that’s been there for quite a while. It didn’t bother me, but it was a small rough spot that didn’t go away, and it seemed wise to have it checked out.
During the exam, the dermatologist did a thorough check of my face, arms, and upper body. She noticed a tiny dark spot that I hadn’t even been aware of. She said it looked suspicious and recommended cutting it out and sending it to the lab for testing. I don’t have the results yet, but I’m so thankful she found that spot and knew what to do about it.
That same week, my Bible study lesson was from Psalm 139. David prayed this prayer in verses 23-24: Search me, O God, and know my heart. Put me to the test and know my anxious thoughts; And see if there is any hurtful way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way.
Why do we need to ask God to search us? Don’t we know our own heart? The answer is “No.” Jeremiah 17:9 tells us that “The heart is more deceitful than all else and is desperately sick; who can understand (know) it?” If we examine our own heart, we may become aware of certain things that are not quite right, but it may not seem like a big deal. Psalm 139 tells us that God knows our thoughts; He knows what we are going to say even before we speak. He also knows our attitudes and motivations that no one else can see.
When God searches our heart, He brings to light sins that we may not even be aware of. But it is not for the purpose of condemning or punishing us. Romans 8:1 (AMP) assures us “There is now no condemnation (no guilty verdict, no punishment) for those who are in Christ Jesus (who believe in Him as personal Lord and Savior).” When God reveals sin, it is so that we can confess, repent, and be forgiven and cleansed from all unrighteousness. We can live in freedom from guilt and shame. We can live with hearts full of gratitude for what Jesus did on the cross to save us from our sins. We can ask God for opportunities to share with others the Good News with those who don’t yet know Jesus as their Savior and Lord.
PERSONAL REFLECTION
David Guzik’s Enduring Word commentary about Psalm 139:23-24 warns us: “It is a serious thing to pray because it invites painful exposures and surgery if we truly mean it. Still, it is what every wise believer should desire.”
Asking God to search our heart will take time alone with Him. Find a time and place where you can be undisturbed. We can ask Him to quiet our minds and give us ears to hear what He wants to say and hearts to respond to whatever He shows us. I’m reminded that it is something I need to do often!
Such a great illustration!